Friday, December 28, 2012

dying!

I'm dying! Really!

I've been feeling this weird going to puke sensation in my tummy and throat for 3 days! At first I thought its pregnancy (Oh no!) then I did a test at the doctor's and he said I'm not pregnant, but I had a gastric problem. I knew it coz I had lots of wind in my tummy and I kept burping. The feeling of going to puke has been ongoing even though I'm taking medications. I felt super tired everyday. 

On top of that, a mother has no leave, no medical leave and no even few hours of rest :(
Hubby has been helping a lot. Thank God he is on leave now, clearing his annual leave so that he can help take care of baby. He wants to cook lots of delicious food for me as hubby is a family man who loves cooking but unfortunately, at my current situation, the only thing I want is plain porridge. Hubby took care of baby and took baby out so that I can rest, but I can't rest. I just can't rest when I know baby is outside in the cold, and I can't rest not knowing what baby is doing. I also can't get a good night's sleep. I was dreaming about beautiful houses and Zoe Tay when baby woke me up for milk at 4am. I couldn't sleep after that. I thought about the beautiful houses and how I would never have the money to move into such a pretty house. I thought about the grieviances I suffered during my confinement and how I will never ever do confinement again. I thought about lots of unhappy things and about how nice if I wasn't so intent on having a child, then perhaps we can travel the world and live wherever we want to. We could see the beauty of the world and experience the inspiring scenery, the fresh air, and the beautiful nature. But then I turned around and I saw my little angel sleeping beside me.

When one is sick, one wishes to huddle in a hole and be well taken care of. I so miss being with my parents. They will take care of everything for me. They will cook meals for me so that I am not hungry coz when I am hungry now, I feel the puking sensation more strongly. They will help to look after baby so that I don't need to worry. They will give me my medicine at the correct time. How I miss my parents!

Sigh... all the ranting. Oh please, please, let me be well and healthy soon, God!


Sunday, December 9, 2012

Baby in San Francisco

I can't believe we survived the long hour of flight and the freezy cold wind of San Francisco!

Baby's nap and sleep time is all topsy turvy now. But he's extremely obedient and we are so lucky to have such a dearie little boy! He sleeps through all the take offs and landings and we have 2 of each as we need to do a transit in Korean international airport. I pity the mummies of those babies who were crying their hearts out due to the ear discomfort.

He's really active and managing him on the plane isn't easy but really boys are like that. Everyone who sees him says he's cute and handsome :) Between breastfeeding, carrying him around, entertaining him, letting him sleep on my lap, breasts, arms, I still managed to watch 2.5 movies and eat my lunches, breakfast and dinner properly. Lucky we also brought his favourite toys and some new ones on board with us. And not to forgot, moisturising cream and baby nose spray is a must. We adults need to use these too. Long hours of dryness on the plane is no joke.

In San franz, we went to hotel to rest and then went supermarket shopping for breakfast for tomorrow and water for the rest of the days. Of course we also got lunch at the Loving Hut, a vegan food stall at Westfield shopping mall. The spicy noodle is great! So good that baby refuses his baby food and insisted on eating ours. Interesting, on the first day, we felt kind of giddy and as if the world is shaking. We thought its because of the aftermath of long hours of flight but when we saw the water in the bottles shaking on the supermarket racks, we knew the world really IS shaking. Kind of worrying... but we got over it on the second day and its as if the world stops shaking, or rather we have gotten used to the shaking.

We saw people of different races on the road. A cab driver told us almost 50% of people here are Chinese, and that's because historically, the Chinese came to San Francisco first before the Whites during the Gold Rush. The people in the city can be pretty hostile. I witnessed a middle age lady wind down her car window and shouted "You son of a bitch!" to a young man who crossed the road recklessly and nearly caused her an accident. Just to make a stronger point, she shouted it twice. Then I saw a woman scolding the toilet cleaner because the cubicle she went to was faulty and she insisted the cleaner do something, but that was totally unnecessary because the other cubicles were quickly emptied and she could have gotten into one of them fast. But we met really nice people too. The service people here are friendly and helpful and the Muni bus drivers, and tram drivers are polite and keen to answer questions, unlike the poor attitude of some bus drivers we have over here. Maybe because most of our bus drivers are poorly paid foreign workers who are forced to work long hours and made to live in undesirable conditions (think SMRT drivers), whereas the drivers here are locals who have a pride in their jobs. It is really a pity that our country choose to be carrot heads and want to squeeze us citizens dry by raising fares for a bus service that is way less than satisfactory and accommodate some multi million profit transport company. Can somebody tell this Lui guy that "privatising" a "public transport" is an oxymoron? I wonder how many screw ups this government can do before the next elections. Oh well, they have 4 years to screw things up further.

On the first day out of town, we went to Lombard street, the crookedest street in the world. I wonder who would think of building a street like that... the cars are really challenging the crooked and steep street, driving from top to bottom. I'm glad we didn't bring the pram that day coz the slope is really steep and I pity the Chinese mother carrying the baby pram down the slope. Lucky her family member is holding her baby. Then we took a cruise to get close to the Golden Gate bridge. This is really romantic. Baby was asleep in my arms when we were on the cruise. It was better that way because the wind is really strong and chilly. We managed to see some sea lions resting on the planks by the bay but they were rather far away. The cruise ride was great and the magnificent bridge against the sunset is pretty!

Baby's feet were really cold when we went home although we put on socks, shoes and layers of clothes on him, so that the next day, we got him a good pair of winter shoes. Its pretty cheap, only USD 19.90.

Yesterday, we went to the Golden Gate Park and the California Academy of Sciences was totally awesome! One would wonder what the hell our Science Centre and Discovery centre is doing! Kieran totally enjoyed. He got to see large fishes swimming right infront of him, and he got to touch a Galapagos giant tortoise sculpture, see real penguins, large stingrays and baby sharks swimming gracefully, dancing jellyfishes that changes its colour every second like a computer screensaver, crawl around an interactive virtual place to catch virtual bugs, and amazes us and the reindeer caretaker by saying "deer!" when we showed him the reindeers and taught him how to say it for the first time! Its my first time seeing such a well planned and beautifully designed Science & discovery centre. Wonderful.

After that we went to the Japanese Tea garden. Couldn't managed to get to the Conservatory of flowers coz its too late. It was a pleasant and peaceful walk in the garden but it was rather small, and the tix are pricey for a small place. That evening was pretty scary because we couldn't manage to get a cab at the Golden Gate Park after 5pm. We are lucky a Chinese cab driver happened to drive in and picked us up. 2 elderly ladies saw and thought we boarded the cab they called and shouted to us but the driver insisted he didn't take any calls. The driver is a nice guy. The Chinese here are mostly Cantonese, and they tend to help each other or other foreign Chinese. Most of the streets along the Chinatown area has Chinese names and instructions and their names are pretty interesting like "Yun Yun seamstress" and "Wang Tea House".

Today was shopping day. We went to shop along Hayes street, and bought quite a bit of nice stuff. A magnetic toy, a toy robot that moves when you wind it and has sensors to prevent falling off tabletops, Levis jeans and clothes for baby, old Navy clothes for Kieran's friends, and a good bargain for a winter wear for a dad. Then we got to Macy's Men after dinner and got shirts, pants, shoes at a good bargain for hubby. A really relaxing and happy day.

We had tried the Muni buses that runs on cables but not on rails, the cable cars or trams that run on cables ad rails, and the metro that goes underground, all on our city passes. It is an amazing experience and I'm glad hubby planned it all well. I must say the City passes that we bought and the T mobile sim card that allows 3G on hubby's smart phone really helps a lot in getting us around San Francisco easily.

We can't really visit the nature parks although that would be my favourite thing to do because we are having baby along with us, and we'll have to wait until he's older to do that.

I can't wait to bring dear baby, when he's of school going age, to Australia where we can feed the Kangeroos and wallabies in the Zoos, and visit nature reserves, see penguins in the wild, and have fun, basically. Who says babies can't enjoy a holiday when he goes overseas under 6 years of age? He giggles at the grey squirrel at the Japanese tea garden, he's amused by dogs (some dogs resemble bears more as their really huge and furry), he loves the fishes in the Aquarium, he makes holiday fun when he interacts with people, and he learns new words like "deer" and "milk" along this journey!

I'm looking forward to going to Fisherman's Wharf tomorrow where we can visit the Aquarium of the Bay, possibly see some sea lions up close and walk along the streets of the Bay. And we'll also do some shopping in the afternoon and evening. SHops here close late. 11pm just now, there are still lots of people on the streets. A city never sleeps.

Did I mention baby points of the man in the US dollar note and says "Yee ahhh!" He looked proud of himself but I was so embarrassed and quickly kept the note. Coz "Yee ahhh" in my Kieran's language means "monkey"...


Tuesday, December 4, 2012

San Francisco family trip!

I can't believe we are really flying to San Francisco tomorrow morning!

Its the first time baby is going on a plane and his first time on the plane is a 16 hour flight with a transit in between. Not easy, definitely!

Hope everything will go well :)

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Kieran's studio photography!

终于完成了我的一个欲望。。。那就是为宝宝拍studio的照片。看到宝宝可爱的帅帅的照片,背景,道具都这么美丽,拍起来很和谐,我就心里好舒服,好快乐!我的心肝宝贝拍的照一定好看的!呵呵。

Check out little Kieran's photoshoot here! My beloved!










Saturday, November 10, 2012

Selling baby items

Ok, I'm selling baby items again as my baby is not using them anymore.

These teats, as you can see the usual prices at listed but its actually more expensive at the shopping malls now. Letting go at $10 for both or $6 each.

The above 2 bottles letting go at $30.

The above bottle letting go at $15.

All the items are unopened and are brand new.

I'm selling them off, because if you read my blog, my baby refuses to use a bottle and now he's one year old and is using sippy cups and straws and we are not planning on a second one soon... so, selling off to someone who needs them more and wants to save up by buying them more cheaply here! hehe.

You can self collect the items at Punggol. Email me at lyramignon@gmail.com for details on collection.

You can visit my baby clothes site which is selling baby clothes at cheap prices: If you collect them together, you save up on the postage fee! Visit http://www.facebook.com/gigglesbabysg

Monday, October 22, 2012

Picky eater

My little picky eater is so difficult to feed :(

Baby led weaning isn't going very well and I'm too tired to clear up his mess. The stuff that he can eat on his own are baby biscuits (rice only), small puffs, bread and apples. Yup, he loves apples so much!

I've been giving him porridge cooked with a combination of 2-3 vegetables like broccoli, carrots, pumpkins, sweet corns, asparagus, spinach and cauliflower. Sometimes, I add red dates for sweet taste.

Today, I tried out a new recipe and fed him tomato pasta. He seems to enjoy the new taste and ate more than he usually would. So breakfast is tomato pasta, lunch is porridge and bread with olive spread and sugar, and dinner is porridge again. And some bites of apple coz he snatched it from me and ate it.

Tomato pasta
tomato ketchup
tomato puree
a little bit of sugar
a little bit of cinnamon
boiled hot water
add in cooked pasta
add in chopped and cooked broccoli 

Olive Bread
softmeal bread
olive spread and sprinkle a little bit of brown sugar
cut bread into small square pieces
(I would love to get some cute shapes cookie cutter to cut the bread.)

Porridge
chopped pumpkin, asparagus, and baby corns
red dates for sweet taste
brown rice
cook with slow cooker until rice is ready to be eaten

Tomorrow, I'll be making this:

Star Pasta
cook star shaped pasta
cook chopped brocolli and mushrooms
stir in Heinz salad cream

Hope baby will like it. Will be making the olive bread for him again as breakfast.

Feeding a picky baby requires lots of creativity and brain power from mummy!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

All about words

Baby can say some words and recognize names of things now.

He learnt that star shaped things are called "star" so he point to them when I ask him "where is star?" and he will also crawl excitedly to star shaped patterns and tell me "Tar!"

He also know that apples are called "apple" when I take one whole red apple to let him hold and explore. Then I scrap and feed some of the sweet juicy apples to him! He can point to an orange instead of an apple when I ask him "Where is orange?" but he calls all round and reddish fruits "Per".

His first word of all is actually "bah" for bus. One fine day, he goes around saying "bah" the whole day and we realized that he was pointing to passing by buses and pictures of buses on posters and books and saying "bah!". Now he is starting to call daddy "bah bah" too.

And after that, he also call "bear" and "bird" by modifying the "bah" sound a little bit.

He points to cars when I ask where is car? And he calls cars "Tar", same as stars.

He can say bubbles as "ber ber" now when I blow bubbles and tell him they are bubbles.

One day, he spends the whole day making growling noises and we don't know why he's doing that until I help him put on a pair of socks with a lion picture on them and he pointed to the lion and said "arhhhhh". Pretty amusing for me!

We showed him a wedding picture of hubby and I as bride and groom and grandparents, and my sisters. When asked "Where is papa? Where is ah gong (grandpa)? Where is ah mah (grandma)? Where is yi yi (my sister)? Where is xiao yi (youngest sister)" he got them all right! He pointed to the correct person in the picture. When asked "where is mummy?" he pointed to me instead of myself in the picture. Lol! Perhaps when mummy puts on make up she looks different?

He learnt names of facial features in mandarin first. He points correctly to 头, 鼻子, 眼睛, 耳朵 but he can't say them.

He also knows how to clap when I ask him to clap and he will raise his arms above his head and wave when I ask him to do taiji.

Here's to document what he can say and know at 12 months :)

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

One year old

This day, one year ago, was the day I first held my precious baby in my arms. A life changing event for me. I had grown up so much over the year, having experienced the pain, joy, sadness, heartache, exhilaration, and excitement that comes with motherhood. During the first 6 months, I really wanted to call it quit and I couldn't comprehend why anyone would want to have a baby just to torment herself. And now, like all experiences, once one forgets the pain, the sweet memories are all that remains. And I almost believe I'm ready for a number two! But to quote Darryl in "Baby blues", that's "just my ovaries talking" and I should ignore them. Happy birthday, dear baby. Thank you for coming into my life, for making me understand what it is to be a parent, and to truly appreciate and be grateful to my own parents.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

reaching the one year milestone

Kieran is coming to one year old in a week's time!
What are baby Kieran's milestones reached?

  1. has 4 front teeth, 2 upper and 2 lower. Really sharp!
  2. can crawl on all fours
  3. pull to stand up
  4. walk a little with support of the wall
  5. can crawl up and down the bed and coffee table
  6. recognise and try to say names of bus, car, star, ball, and today, I swore I heard him say "ah per" when I scrap bits of it to feed him! He points to the picture of bird, bear, and star accurately when we requested. He also roars "arghhhhh!" when he sees picture of a lion!
  7. recognise his head, nose, eyes, mouth, ears. Points to them when we ask him to.
  8. can flip a book, although not very well
  9. likes to interact with people, a natural magnet to people, even strangers on public transport
  10. can feed himself with hands

That's all I can think of now... Its amazing how fast baby grows up!

I'm proud to say that he's still having breastmilk and no milk supplements at all now!

I was away for the past few days and I missed baby so much! That was the first time I couldn't nurse baby at night for one night. Hubby said whenever he brought baby to our bedroom, and baby saw the bed, he made a really sad face and started to sob. He pointed outside, to ask hubby to bring him outside and pointed to several rooms so that hubby can bring him in "to look for mummy". When he couldn't find me after searching everywhere, he started fussing and was really sad. Hubby had to bring him downstairs to distract him and walked around carrying him until he was tired and fell asleep. When I went back, baby smiled sweetly the moment he saw me and started pulling my shirt, requesting for milk shortly after a hug.

Baby is my main motivation, and I enjoy every single moment with him!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Baby Led Weaning?

Weaning oh weaning! This has led to lots of unhappiness between the grandparents and me.

I fully breastfeed baby so there's very little they can do in terms of nutrition from the first to sixth months of baby's life.

Then I started giving baby puree fruits and that's when the grandparents get excited! Daddy isn't so. He loves feeding baby and watch him eat lots of stuff but if baby refuses to eat, I can see stress on his face. Haha. The grandparents started worrying when baby doesn't appear to eat a lot and make comments like "baby is losing weight", "baby's muscles are not firm enough", "baby is less chubby", "other babies eat a lot", "babies in my time (when they were parents) can finish a big bowl by his age", "why is baby not eating?", "Is the food you cook bland and tasteless", "giving him this bland food is torturing him", "you should start to feed him lots of porridge and not fruits and vegetable", "you should not breastfeed him so often", "you should not breastfeed him for hours before meal time so that he's hungry" etc etc. Needless to say, these comments are making me depressed.

My baby doesn't like eating. Even though I tried making all kinds of flavours of fruits and veggies and puree them for him, he'll take a few mouthfuls and then refused. At first he showed it by shutting his mouth tight and will protest by using his hands to block the spoon and turn his head away. Now that he's older and more expressive, when he's full, he'll start to throw the toys (we put some toys on his highchair tray to keep him occupied) off his highchair, shake his head when the spoon goes towards his face, and will bang the table and attempt to grab and throw the spoon away.

I am reading a book "Baby-Led Weaning" by Gill Rapley and Tracey Murkett. I regretted not trying this when baby was 6 months old. My baby is in every way showing that he wants to take charge of everything in his life. He's very much like me. He loves to be in control. He's not the guai guai and passive child. He's super active and he shows his pleasure and displeasure VERY LOUDLY. He is used to take charge of how much milk he should drink and when he don't want to drink since a newborn as he was breastfed and latched on directly 24 hour a day. It must have been puzzling to him that when it comes to eating food like mummy and daddy, he couldn't choose what food he wants and how much he wants.

I have decided to cut down on the puree and start to introduce baby led weaning. He's 10 months old and hope that's not too late to start. I couldn't take away the puree immediately as he's not a 6 month old starting on solids, he's already 10 month and need much more nutrition than a 6 month old. He also is a picky eater (in terms of spoon feeding) so I guess if we start baby led weaning, he may not be taking much food at first and he may be frustrated and hungry.

What made me decided to start baby led weaning?

  • Today when I feed baby, he's very into the food that got onto his hands. He's not interested in the spoonfuls I'm giving him but he licks his hands to taste the food. (He also rub the puree all over the highchair tray and on his hair, face and clothes... this is not for the faint-hearted, cleanliness maniac mummy to try)
  • We always have to give toys on his highchair tray to keep him occupied while we spoon feed him, and the toys are always put into his mouth. This makes me wonder... what if I don't put toys on the tray. What if they were food? No need to clean toys, no need to spoon feed, and baby can feed himself.
  • Baby likes to be in control and baby led weaning lets him be in control at all times.
  • We give baby small, melt in the mouth baby biscuits and sometimes round shaped biscuits that baby can hold and eat himself. He loves these much more than spoonfed purees.


What is baby led weaning?
You can read here to find out.

If my baby is like my friend's girl who take mouthfuls and mouthfuls of porridge until she finishes one big bowl, that's ok for me for things to remain this way. But he's not and its increasingly stressful to spoon feed him. On good days, he finish the bowl of puree or cereal, on bad days, more were all over him and the floor than in his mouth. So I guess, I shall just give this a try. I've tried twice this week and he gagged and vomited, probably because he hasn't learnt to control how much he should eat and how to deal with different types of food yet. I was promptly chided for making him vomit and the grandparents quickly made puree... Now that I'm diving in for baby led weaning, albeit a late one, I must expect more scoldings and opposition from the grandparents again. But one thing good, THEY will enjoy feeding baby food from their plates soon. I was adamant about keeping baby's food absolutely sugar and salt free, introduce new food one at a time, and refused to feed food we adults eat, but now I shall try to relax this rule a little bit but I'll make sure the food we eat are healthy as well. Its a bit difficult when we go out for zi char meals coz you know our Asian diets... hor fun, lor mee, fried noodles, etc... all so oily and unhealthy. But I guess its time for baby to learn to eat adult's meals now that he's coming to 1 year old.

All the best to my baby led weaning attempts and please pray my baby don't gag and vomit again for the next attempt.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Happy National Day + 10 month old baby!

Oh! Its baby's 10 month old on 10 August 2012! And its National Day celebration for Singapore, our beloved country! Much cause for celebration this month!

Baby & Mummy would like to wish everyone Happy National Day!

Happy Birthday, Singapore!
Love kiddy rides!

Baby has reached the following milestones:

Language: 
Say "bah, bah", "vah, vah", "mah!", "ah!", "eh"... otherwise nothing much that sounds like our adult's language... He seems to understand what we were trying to say to him although he couldn't express in words. He shake his head when he doesn't want something and will hold out his hand and say "ah, ah!" if he wants something.

Motor skills: 
Good pincer grasp, can feed himself finger food and actually we are now teaching him to share his food by asking him to pick up the food and feed papa or mummy instead of putting it into his mouth. He still prefers to put it into his mouth. Haha.
Able to pull himself to stand up position by holding the edges of a solid object like a table and push down.
Able to sit down from standing position by extending a hand out to the floor and slowly bend his knees.
Able to crawl instead of creep and is crawling almost all the time now.
Able to sit up straight without falling and able to move to sitting position easily while on his back or on all fours.

Personality: 
His personality is starting to show although it may change throughout the years. He loves going outdoors and he's active and easily bored. Although if he's very attracted to something, he will focus and concentrate very hard on it and for a baby his age, the time he spent concentrating seems to be rather long. He likes to climb around and he likes to explore. He's one baby who cannot keep still. If we restrict him from doing what he's keen on doing, he'll protest noisily and actively by struggling to get free, make loud grunts and cry and scream at the top of his voice if he still can't get what he wants. Teaching him what is allowed and what isn't is a tedious and continuous job because babies have short memories, and even if he remembers, he still will try his luck to get his hands on the "forbidden items" or crawl into the "forbidden places" likes bathrooms and kitchens. Taking care of this little one requires one's full attention!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Positive!

I felt really happy tonight because when I review Today, many things happened but I am very careful with my thoughts and very in touch with my feelings. There are nice things and there are unhappy moments and tiring moments. But I tell myself and I keep reminding myself that no matter what the circumstances are, I must keep my thoughts positive. Indeed, I find my thoughts spiraling down the never-ending path of negativity as I habitually do, which leads to complaints, depression and lots of unhappiness looming in the air. But today, instead of letting it spiral down, I caught it and nipped it before it develops further. Negative thoughts still sprung because I still have the seeds of negativity in my heart but it doesn't develop into anything worse. I use a positive explanation or thought to explain it away, and I act on the circumstances in a positive manner. I will myself to be positive and I will be positive. I choose happiness. I am in charge of my thoughts and my feelings and nothing will take charge of them except me. Today, I understand what it is like to be happy regardless of one's circumstances.

That's wonderful.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Sale!

I'm going to sell or exchange for items that my baby has outgrown! Hopefully I can find buyers to help clear these items :)

I'm selling them very cheaply, almost like giving away for a small token. It'll be great if I can find a buyer who buys all of them! haha

Pampers and Drypers $10 for each packs M size (6-11kg)

$20 each for leg cream and $20 for stretch mark cream ALL NEW, UNOPENED (will also give you one used 30% cream)

Cot mobile. This one is unopened but cannot give as gift as the box has scotch tape marks on it. My baby don't sleep in cot so we never use it. $15

I have 2 of this baby boy gift box. Unopened and can use as gift. $10.

Email me at lyramignon@gmail.com if you are interested. Self collect at my home at Punggol only. Special discount if you buy ALL from me at one go.
Thank you!

I'm also selling baby clothes cheaply so if you are interested, here is the link: http://www.facebook.com/gigglesbabysg


9 months 3 weeks old

This little one never seems to amaze me! Just now, he was standing with his hands on the edge of the coffee table and shifting himself around by shuffling his hands and feet. I put my lunch on the table, far away from him so that I could handle him with both hands in case he fell. Guess what? Quick as a rabbit, he raised his knee, pressed it on the table top, then up he goes! He's on the table and he grabbed my lunch! He's so fast, I couldn't even have the time to react! His daddy doesn't believe me until baby "performed" it once more when daddy was around to witness it. LOL. And baby did not attempt to do that when I put toys on the table. He ONLY started to quickly climb up the table when I place food on it. I guess food is the best motivator!

Today, I also tested his ability to remember names of things by holding 2 toys in front of him at one time and say the name of the toy, to test whether he chooses the correct one. He's right almost all the time! I guess it isn't just coincidental! Clever boy! Reaching the developmental milestones quick!





We went to a Cafe opened by our friend, Cafe de Paradiso, located at Tradehub 21 which is near Clementi. Its the very first time I travel with baby from Punggol all the way to Clementi by MRT alone! Lucky we avoided the rush hour crowd by taking the Circle line instead of the EW Line to Buona Vista. Good food! And thank God because baby is very corporative today. I guess he's in a good mood :)

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Baby plays with sand and water!

We brought baby to Waterway @ Punggol last Sunday and this was the very first time he touched sand! He looked a bit unsure and kept touching and feeling the sensation that the fine and warm sand gave him. He never dared to put the sand into his mouth. He just touched, swiped his hands across the sand and finally dared to grab them in his fist and held his arms high while the sand trickled down. So cute, my little baby!

He loved bath time so I reckoned he'll enjoy the water playground. I held him and ran pass the water as it sprayed down on us and he giggled in delight. I am happy to see my baby enjoying so much! Love you, baby! Mummy and Daddy will bring you to play at the waterway more often!

Cleaning him up is, wow, definitely not easy! But it's all worth it! :) We had a tiring but fulfilling Sunday. I love my family :)

Friday, June 29, 2012

Breastfeeding older baby

Baby has come very far from a tiny infant who kept sleeping to a big baby who can loudly declares his displeasure and happiness.

After coming so far on my breastfeeding journey, I now realised that there's an extremely big difference between breastfeeding an infant and breastfeeding an older baby!

  1. The first big difference is of course when he's an infant, he's super sleepy, and rarely cries for milk until he's very hungry and that's almost 4 hours since the last feeding! Now, he's very active and can shout, kick, protest and clammer towards me whenever he wants milk. He drinks every now and then, which is around 3 hours apart but I didn't record the time exactly.
  2. When he's an infant, he's ok with me feeding him outside and covering him with a nursing cover while I chat with my friends. Now, he will attempt to pull down the cover every time I use it, so I have to use the nursing room whenever I need to feed him. But the good thing is, he is now older so he is more predictable. Every 3 hours feeding is every 3 hour feeding. When he's an infant, he could ask for milk anytime and screamed and cried loudly without any warning.
  3. When he's an infant, and we brought him out shopping or for walk, when he's in a strange situation and felt nervous, he would require nursing for comfort and would scream and cry at the top of his voice, making us super embarassed in public. Now, he's very interested in everything around him and would not feel intimidated so easily. So I only need to nurse him when he's hungry.
  4. When he's an infant, I had over supply problem which means my milk supply is much more than his demand. The effect is that I feel engorged easily and when let down comes, they sprayed out lots of milk at high speed. Poor baby would pull out of my nipple when the let down happened and cried, refusing to nurse. I coaxed him back to nursing and ensured my helpers and relatives that no, I didn't torture baby, and yes baby still wants milk, please don't take him away, its just that my baby couldn't cope with the fast milk flow yet. My mother in law likes to say "He don't want milk, don't force him." and took him away. I didn't let her and continued to nurse. It's very painful for me too. Baby seemed so upset and my breasts kept spraying milk... those were the painful days! Everything's wet with milk whenever during a feeding. Now, baby can nurse very well and my supply had gotten used to his demand, so the over supply problem is no more.
I enjoy breastfeeding my baby. I enjoy the bonding and the feeling that he needed me and wanted me. Nursing him to sleep at night, too, is the best as he doesn't need to wake up crying for milk and nobody has to wake up to feed me. Whenever I see him grizzling and making the err err err sound in the middle of the night, I just have to turn around, and nurse him while lying down and fall back to sleep together with him. Yup, he shares the bed with hubby and I, our nice big family bed. He's naughty and he likes to show his mischievous face whenever he's planning on some naughty deeds like climbing up while holding the window ledge to see the LRT drive past, and crawling into the bathroom to play with the drain cover, and many other naughty deeds!

Monday, June 11, 2012

Upcoming baby fairs

Baby Expo
20 July - 22 July (Fri-Sun)
Venue: Expo Hall 4B

Parents World
31 Aug - 2 Sep (Fri-Sun)
Venue: Expo Hall 5A

Will update if I know of more baby fairs. So far, no more baby fairs at Expo after September for year 2012.

Baby's First Year Big Day woes!

Baby is 8 months old! Which means in 4 month's time, he'll be celebrating his One year old birthday! Oh no! How do we celebrate it? Where should we celebrate it?

I'm thinking doing the following stuff for his Big Day:
  • Show baby's Photo Album - Documenting baby's growing up journey from birth. Thinking of using Snapfish.
  • Baby and Family photography package - We can take this when he's 11 month old and then display it during the party. A friend uses StudioPlay and the result is marvelous. Hopefully we can get a good deal of similar package at a baby fair. Speaking of baby fair, I'm going to update ongoing baby fairs at Expo here! I'm also going to get family T shirt customized for the photo shoot. My friend recommended Pixiethreads.
  • Birthday party venue - Thinking of using a relative's condominium function room. Still sourcing for good venues.
  • Games and toys - thinking of renting or bringing along some toys for baby to play while the adults are enjoying the food.
  • Decorations - thinking of a decoration theme for baby. Maybe monkeys? We kind of like monkeys. Haha. And we'll have a nice display banner with baby's name and possibly picture.
  • Buffet - We'll need this if we invite all our relatives and some of our friends. If its a close-family-only small celebration, we'll only need cake.
  • Beautiful First year cake for baby - Mummies on forum suggest Pine Garden... will look around for good cakes.
  • Choosing items that gives us a glimpse into his future - I don't know whether you have heard of this 抓周.  One year old is the time when baby is asked to select an item from among many items spread in front of him and the item he selects will give us an idea what he will be when he grows up. I'm not sure of the accuracy of this but it'll be fun!
So many stuff to think of and to prepare!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Mama Loves You!

今天,我看着熟睡着的儿子,微微的灯光照在他圆圆的小脸蛋,五官端正,清秀可爱的小脸儿,真令人疼惜。我在心里对他说:“妈妈到离开人间的那一天,都会记得现在的这一刻 - 记得你可爱俊俏的小脸,记得你的完美,记得你的好。。。你的一切是上帝的造化,你的一切是上帝送给妈妈的礼物。” 在他让我累到喘不过气的时候,在他顽皮的时候,我都记得他带给我的快乐。也许是因为这样,我到现在都没有骂过他一句。他是多么的令我疼惜!我只能抱着他,告诉他:“妈妈知道你不是故意要哭闹,妈妈知道你是因为牙龈痒而辛苦,妈妈不懂你要什么可是妈妈爱你!” 我只能抱着他,希望他会舒服一点,快乐一点,幸福一点。。。我是不是个好妈妈? 我不敢讲。可是我是个非常疼爱孩子的妈妈!我看见可怜的孩子们到了青少年时期就开始做出叛逆和不尊敬父母的行为。旁人看了,觉得父母们表面上一脸严肃,不屈服的样子,可是心里一定是伤心地流泪。他们的心里一定在想:“我教育孩子的过程中,是哪里出错了?” 多痛心的话呀!我承诺在教育我的孩子的过程中,一定要像对待一个成年人一样尊敬他,一定要爱护他而导正他的观念与行为,不溺爱可是也不太过严格。我必须时时反省,以身作则,不断学习新的方法而在过程中与孩子一起成长。这是一个看不到成绩的路。我不希望他聪明过人,不希望他什么都会,不希望他以后在事业上很有成就,不希望他拥有很多财富。我也希望他不会把人生的价值建立在这些东西上。我希望我的儿子是堂堂正正的人,以孝悌忠信为根本过一生。虽然可能没有财富,没有地位,没有物质可以给的舒服的日子,但是他拥有的将会更多。我也一样。我希望他有什么的样未来,我就必须自己先达到这个“未来”,我才有资格告诉他,妈妈走过,妈妈懂的。我看着我的可爱的儿子,心里满心的欢喜。如果我不会在他的身边看着他长大,希望他会知道我对他的爱。如果我在他的身边,我将会努力成为他的母亲,他的导师,他的朋友,他的喜欢的,敬畏的,心爱的,和讨厌的人。当妈妈 - 这对我的人生造成了不可思议的变化!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Baby food

Here's what I introduce to baby:

Brown rice: I gave baby organic instant brown rice. It doesn't come with Sishen so we got a tin of it from Eu Yan Seng and mixed in a bit. I stirred in my breast milk until I got the right consistency, not too gooey and not too liquid and fed baby. The first time, he spat out most of it but he accepted it after a few tries.

Apples: A week later, we introduce apples. I pureed it before feeding baby. He has his favorite blue feeding bowl and spoon by now.

Bananas: My dad says the long greenish type are too liang or 'cooling' for baby and insisted we give him the red type. He bought mini bananas and baby loves it. It doesn't need to be pureed. It is soft enough to be scrapped with a metal spoon and then put in the bowl to mash and be fed to baby. This fruit gives him constipation though. So does the brown rice. We try not to feed these 2 foods together and will feed them on alternate days.

Pumpkins: I bought organic HIPP brand pumpkin puree. It tastes naturally sweet and my baby loves it too. By this time, he is sucking the food off the spoon with a "tsu tsu tsu" noise, looking like he really enjoys eating the food!

Mangoes: I let him try a bit because my dad bought them. Baby likes the sweet taste but I didn't let him eat a lot as we didn't have time to puree it.

Carrots: I gave him First Earth's brand carrots puree and baby loves it! He was sucking the spoon and feeding himself by holding the spoon as we move it towards his mouth and put the spoon into his mouth to suck the food off it. I love seeing him eating his food now.

His feeding schedule is like this now:
7am Wakes up: Milk
10am: Milk and about 30-45min later, food (fruit puree/ brown rice)
12noon: Milk after bathing
3pm: Milk
6pm: Milk
8pm: Food (fruit puree/ brown rice)
9pm: Milk as I feed baby to sleep
Night feeds: 12midnight, 3am, 6am

Seems like he eats a lot, doesn't it?! He has grown much fatter and taller. I can see double chin and plump baby fats at the cheeks again! He has slimmed down a bit at 5 months and now, he's becoming chubby again. I must say I didn't measure how much he drink. I latch on and feed directly. Maybe he didn't take that much milk every time I nurse.

He is now 6 months 3 weeks old and he can do a full push up. I wonder when he'll start to move those hands and legs along and crawl!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Blog Revamped!

With the introduction of new blogger layout, I revamped my blog and gave it a fresh new look. The template design stuff is pretty user friendly and idiot proof. Hahaha.

I need to explore it further to see what further customization I can do to it.

I've added in a "Page" call "Breastfeeding" at the side bar for links to information regarding breast-feeding within and outside of my blog.

Tomorrow, hubby, baby and I are going on a staycation! First staycation with baby! Diapers? Check. Pyjamas? Check. Baby food? Check. Favourite toys? Check. Camera? Check... Lots of stuff to pack when we bring a little baby along with us! But the best is I don't need to worry about milk and warmer and bottles. He still hates the sippy cup, unfortunately... haiz... the only way he wants to drink milk from is from my boobs.

Monday, April 16, 2012

6 month old

Kieran is 6 month old and Kieran's mummy is now looking for opportunities to work part time.

There's this part of me that tells me if I go back to full time work, I will be able to see a stable increase in my bank account again and I will be able to buy lots of nice stuff for baby, and I won't think twice about bringing baby to enrichment lessons... but I always pull myself back, telling myself that if I do that, I will be like most working mummies, having to work many hours, OT, many stresses, having to leave early in the morning, leave baby to someone else's care and come back late in evening, sometimes too tired, hungry and stress to play with baby and take care of baby. I do not want that at all.

Oh well, I shall see how this works out. I'm trying out several ways of earning income and sustaining my life as a stay home mom. If all else fails, I will have to go back to full time work. I cannot stay home all the time because even though hubby is ok with it, I think he'll be stressed with the burden of a growing baby.

So I'm considering teaching art which is my love, teaching tuition to lower primary school students in English, Maths or Chinese which I have experience doing as an undergraduate, or I can teach part time in Childcare as unexperienced teacher (I wonder if they will accept?), or I can make handmake stuff to sell online, or I can import maternity and babies' clothes and other stuff to sell online. I'm also interested in importing organic baby foods to sell.

I've also written to the BMSG to become their volunteer. They'll contact me to attend the training. It'll be fun and I'm so proud of breastfeeding journey with baby. It's totally rewarding and exciting although its really tough to begin with.

Oh well... so many things to try out. Haha. Life is fun :)

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

5 months going to 6!

Wow... baby is, today, 5 months 1 week and 3 days old.
He has come a long way from the sleepy head to the boisterous squealing babe who resists naps and screams for attention.
I love my dearest little babe no matter how naughty he is or how tired he made me. I realized until now, I have not scolded him once before. To me, it doesn't make sense to scold baby now. If he did something to inconvenience me like peeing on me and on himself, pooing all over, screams and cry at the most unlikely time, he didn't intentionally mean to do them, so scolding him doesn't stop from doing them too.
He's a darling too, always smiling, always squealing in delight, and always look so cute. He's a big magnet for girls at such a young age! The NTUC Fairprice cashier, a young and pretty lady just said he's very cute. He reciprocated with a lovely gaze with his large round eyes. If he's in a good mood, he'll smile but he was tired just now.

Now he is an expert at flipping over onto his tummy. He can swivel around on his tummy to the direction he wants to face. He pushes his head and shoulder up with his arms like a mini push up. He can't flip back onto his back yet though. Sometimes, he woke up in the middle of the night to practice flipping over but he couldn't flip himself back and couldn't sleep on his tummy, so he cried. That's super cute! He can sit, supported with his arms, and with no support from me for 1 min max while watching a youtube kiddy video on iPad but his arms will feel uncomfortable after awhile and he'll cry to complain. He can vocalise consonants and vowels now, saying meh, nah, neh... but he has yet to call bababa or mamama. I'm looking forward to that day!

He has stranger anxiety but he has yet to understand separation anxiety. But I am experiencing separation anxiety ahead of him! haha. I will not have him out of sight for long. So far, the longest separation since we move to our Punggol home is when Hubby and I went for a 2hr 15min movie at Bishan while leaving him with my parents in law at Ang Mo Kio and we rushed home after the movie. He slept with us every night because we just can't imagine having to sleep without baby. If he sees stranger, he'll cry or make a "I'm about to cry" face depending on his mood. If he is full and has slept well, he might happily accept the stranger. I made sure I'm always in his sight when he is in a place he has never been before, or when there are strangers around.

Babies are such lovely creatures! Little baby Kieran is God's gift to me! Oh now, i'm also teaching him to recognize both his Chinese and English name Yun Xuan and Kieran. My parents in laws call him Yun Xuan but my parents and sisters like to call him Kieran.

I'm exhausted on many days and I haven't been to a facial since I was pregnant. A stay home mom slough 24hr but for my darling baby, every sacrifice and effort put in is worth it.

Monday, March 5, 2012

Attention demanding baby

As my baby gets older, he gets more and more attention demanding.

He is seriously draining me of my energy every single day! Oh well, there are joys and pains to every job and this is one of the pains of my job as a full time mummy. Haha. Oh but just looking at his alert eyes and his cute smile makes my heart flutter with happiness and pride.

Sippy Cup/ Training Cup experiment
I bought a soft spout Tommy Tippee sippy cup for baby. I also bought a hard spout First Years sippy cup. Both for him to experiment, play with and enjoy drinking from.

Today I put some warm water into the Tommy Tippee cup and let him sip. He got some water into his mouth and his expression was priceless! He had never tasted water before as he had always been on breast milk. He looked as if he had tasted something very weird! Haha. But he still took it anyway. I'm thinking of putting some breast milk in the sippy cup and let him drink it from there once he's good at sucking the sippy. I'm skipping bottles totally since bottle training a baby who's latched on all the time is such a big hassle, and babies have to learn to use a sippy cup or training cup by the time they take solids anyway. So I got cups for 6 months old and let my baby play with it first. I'm looking forward to feeding him solids. In a month's time, I'll be able to make delicious pureed banana, apple, sweet potato and other nice food for him. I'll capture his expressions when he first taste food!

Rid Wind
Baby has wind in tummy these few days and he often spit out milk after nursing because of the wind. I use rid wind once a day, starting from yesterday morning, and he's so much better. But the spitting is a laundry problem... imagine me and baby having to change clothes twice before we leave the house because he spits right after we are dressed up! Milk spits smell so badly when they dry up.

Demanding... demanding...
Because he is so demanding of my attention, I shall bring him to the baby fair and see if I can get some new toys to interest him. I was hoping he'll like the jumperoo. If I could let him jump until he is tired and fall asleep, wouldn't it be good! Nowadays, he'll open his eyes and look around curiously, refusing to sleep even if he's tired, and when he's overtired, he'll be very cranky and difficult to soothe to sleep. I saw my friend's baby girl who is about the same age as Yun Xuan fall asleep within 15 min of yawning, and she doesn't need much coaxing! Oh gosh... I pity myself... I had to either rock and sing song, hold and pat his buttocks, rock in sarong cradle and sing song, nurse him with side lying position, or nurse him with cradle hold and rock him... and I try all of these methods above every time he wants to be soothed to sleep. Most of the time, he's screaming or crying at the top of his lungs. The best is he sometimes dozed off for 30min and he's wide awake and cooing for attention again! I don't know whether this is a boy and girl difference or just a difference of character, or (hopefully) is just a passing phase. He's teething now and keeps drooling, putting his lips together to make a Mmm look (super cute when he does that) and keeps wanting to bite everything. So I hope the recent crankiness is related to his teething. Its cute because my husband's and my fingers are now his favorite teethers. His fingers are S size teethers, mine are M size and my husband's are L size ones. Haha.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Burnt out

The blocked duct problem is temporarily solved. I hope it won't come back.

Felt a bit burnt out today and I asked my mother in law to help look after baby while I rest. I couldn't sleep even though I was on the bed and could only sleep for 1 hour plus this afternoon. Felt happy to finally be able to sleep. Had a weird dream during my sleep though. My baby is now 4 months old and his needs are getting more and more intense. He is sleeping lesser, needs more play and stimulations, and starts to talk and cry and scream more. He is one big screamy babe!

Mother in law is very nice to baby. She is able to look after him well and play with him well when she's not so busy tidying up. I'm lucky to have a nice mother in law.

Today is valentine's day. No celebration but there's no need to anyway. Hubby bought bubble tea for me when he came home. Baby was asleep when he returned because he has army training and has to be back late. I see it as good opportunity for him to exercise and stay healthy.

I read that besides over supply, tiredness and stress can also cause blocked ducts. Now, the affected area is still painful but I have no mood to do self care... I want to have a good shower but I just sit here, think about things and type here in my blog. In the day, I'm always busy so I don't have a quiet moment to think about things. I think I'm a bit depressed.

Last weekend was my birthday weekend which I hope to get some rest but I couldn't as we brought baby out and having no vehicle, we travelled on public transport and that demanded a lot of effort and time. I really need rest. I took care of baby the whole day and being full time mother to a young baby is very challenging. I want to take care of baby's needs as well as his emotional needs, giving him cuddles and singing and talking to him when he is bored. And without much rest, its weekdays again and I'm left to care for baby myself. Lucky that mother in law comes to help. I have to be on 100% energy to care for baby but now my energy level is so low. There are so many things on my mind and so many things that I am unhappy about. A friend posted on her Facebook page that her hubby and her just got a new weekend car. I felt so jealous. It's great to have a car when you dun have a child yet but when you have a young baby, its a big relief to have a car! Hubby said no. We are already trying to make ends meet. If I had gone back to work, I reckon he'll say the same. I am affected because many of my friends are able to get a car which post so much conveniences for their babies and them. I really don't understand why we couldn't just manage to get a second hand one.

Unfortunately, hubby did a calculation and said we can't and if we have dual income, we might be able to afford one. If I had wanted a car, there will be no more taking care of baby. If I want to take care of baby at home, there will be no car. Very smart hubby. Very cruel reality.

As I sat here to think of things, I sometimes feel very upset that in life there are so many things that we have to give up. It must always be one thing or another. Never can we have the best of both worlds. I'm not complaining. I'm just stating a fact.

There are many things that I feel frustrated with. Perhaps it's time to calm down and think positive and not ruminating on the negatives too much.

When one is feeling down and out, it's so good to have someone to help out around the house. That is why tomorrow, I'm gonna make a trip to my parents' house and not cope up at home with baby and get even more depressed. Our happiness lies in our hands!

After talking to hubby tonight, I got even more depressed, feeling like there's no way things are gonna turn for the better.

I have my greed and I am a person who longs for adventure in life. I want to do everything when I'm still young and when I still have the health to. But hubby is a boring old man who wants to wait until everything is settled, wait oh wait oh wait... Wait until probably we are 70 years old and laments why we don't do the things we could when we could, oh wait, we probably won't even live to 70s. Maybe we'll die soon and die with regret that we never accomplish the things we set off to do when we were young. I wonder why he don't get to become a little bit more braver to walk the path less travelled? Perhaps a part of me too is also like that. I like to say I want adventures but a part of me, too, is stuck in the rut and afraid to move out.

I am a frog who likes my little well and thinks this little well is the best home for me for the world out there is threatening, so staying in my warm and nice little well for the rest of my life is the best. Oh poor little frog, I am. Poor little frog. Read about the wonderful things about the world beyond the well but oh poor little frog has tied herself to the cozy little well and decides that this is the best place to stay, warm and damp and dark but who knows, the world out there might be worse! Oh poor little frog. You useless little amphibian. You have failed yourself. You have failed yourself.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Blocked ducts

My goodness... I've a blocked duct. There's white blister at my nipple, and super painful hard lump on the right side of my left breast. Hurts like hell when I hold baby and he pressed against me. Hurts like crazy when I feed him on this breast but I know I must bear with it and keep feeding him on this breast in order to clear the blocked duct. Some people recommend using a needle to poke the blister but I won't want to do that! Sounds pretty scary... I may get my hubby to do that for me. Gosh...

Monday, January 30, 2012

Back to work?

I've been thinking about this lately.

My mother in law is very nice to baby and she cares for baby very well.

But there are fundamental differences in our opinions. She is very gentle with baby and will worry when there are small problems like redness at the neck skin folds etc. I will just laugh the problem off and take things easy. I don't like to worry excessively. And I observe that because she is so gentle with baby, its not much fun and he won't laugh out loud as much as when I am playing with him. So I am concerned that if baby is with her all day, there won't be much stimulation. And she really likes tidying up and cleaning up my home... which is wonderful of course! Except that she cuts the tags off clothes that I intend to give as gifts to my friend's baby son and kept it in my baby's cupboard. I hated people packing up my things and making assumptions without asking. So I kind of got heated up and told her not to pack up anything in my home anymore. I also worry that she may let baby play by himself and do housework. I wonder why nannies call themselves nannies if they don't take care of babies, and instead leave the babies to themselves and do their housework. To me, nannies should spend a large percent of their time with babies, stimulating them and letting them play and learn stuff. What if my baby don't receive enough stimulant?

There are so many things to think of.

At first I was wondering whether it will be good to have a parent staying in with us. Especially since taking care of my baby alone is so very tiring. But I got frightened by the many negative things I read in online forum about problems with staying with in laws. I mean staying with my own family already posts problems... what more with people with different backgrounds and different mindsets? I think I'll endure taking care of baby alone. That gives me more freedom too. I treasure freedom more than anything else. Better be more physically tired than having a hand in the house but yet become more mentally strained.

If I have to go back to work, I guess I'll start with part time and ask mother in law to care of baby whenever I have to be away. But I hope I won't have to start going back to work soon. I don't really like to be away from baby for too long hours. It is tiring taking care of him, but at the same time it is very pleasurable and very rewarding. I have a peace of mind being sure that my baby is being stimulated, played with, happy and clean, and not left alone. I hate leaving babies alone to soothe themselves. Babies need to be stimulated and learn to feel that they are needed and their presences are treasured. I love my baby and I really wish to be with him for as long as I could, and giving him the best in terms of love and care although I cannot afford a lot of material goodness... but young babies do not need high end strollers and branded clothes... they need mummies' pure love and care, mummies' time and effort, and those are the best gifts for them.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

3 months developmental milestone

My dearest baby Yun Xuan is 3 months old!

At 3 months, what can he do? I must say my little babe is doing very well!
  • He can flip over very quickly with some assistance of turning him to his side and holding him in the position.
  • He can lift his head and shoulders up 45 degree without assistance while on his tummy.
  • He enjoys tummy time! Giggling at me when I bend down and babbles to him, and holding his head up to look around and occasionally focusing on a toy.
  • He moves his arms and legs while on his tummy like he wants to climb but of course he couldn't do that yet!
  • His little hands can meet in the midpoint. He likes to put his hands together in a "gong xi gong xi" gesture and sucks both hands' fingers.
  • He loves putting fingers in his mouth and suck.
  • He can grab a rattle instinctively when I tap it on his fingers.
  • He follows people with his eyes when they move around.
  • He turns to the source of loud sounds or music.
  • He meets your eyes and coos or squeals with glee.
  • He likes to babble to me when I talk to him.
  • He's a happy and smiley baby! He smiles to everyone who talks to him.
  • He laughs out loud when I put him on my tummy and surprise him by bobbing my head up.
  • He likes to stand with me holding him up by his armpits and walk around. Babies can walk and climb stairs but these are all reflexes. He enjoys it nevertheless.
Superman baby gets some tummy time!
Our CNY 2012 family portrait

Our CNY 2012 family portrait 2
Dear dear little babe can do so much! He's the apple of my eye and the source of my joy!
This year's Chinese New Year is so much fun and happiness because of him!