Showing posts with label panic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label panic. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

34 weeks 5 days

Here is me at 34 weeks and 5 days into my pregnancy.


Tummy doesn't seem to be very big. I didn't have very big tummy during my first pregnancy too, but I had water retention which made me look swollen. This time, hurray! No water retention and not much stretch marks too. But belly button popped out, sadly. Took one year to flatten back after first child birth and now its out again.

My baby Caitlin is kicking me more strongly now, as if she's protesting that there's no more space for her inside. I asked a friend who has a baby girl, whether her girl kicked her strongly too. I guess some girls are more gentle. She said her girl never gave her strong kicks, whereas her boy (she's pregnant with a boy) is now giving her strong karate kicks and punches very often. Hmm that means both my boy and girl are "violent" babies huh?!

Sadly I'm having flu now and I wake up with stuffy nose and sore throat everyday. When I sleep, I also had to bear with one side of my nose blocked, whichever side I'm lying on.

And I have to protect my tummy every time I hug Kieran to sleep because he likes to kick his legs before he doze off. I think some mummy somewhere must have invented some tummy protecting armour just for mummies with little toddlers.

My symptoms now are:

  • Frequent urination. At night, I have to get up about 4 times to go toilet.
  • Frequent contraction. I feel tummy tightening to become rock-hard, and sometimes if I'm lying down when it happens, I get backaches too.
  • Aching legs. If I walk too much or stand for too long, it happens, usually at the end of the day. 
  • Urge to drink water or beverage. I drink lots of liquid now. Listening to my body. I think its because my breasts are producing milk in preparation for baby.
  • Cravings to eat sweet stuff but the urge is lesser now. Last few weeks, I guess baby had a growth spurt and everyday after 4pm, I was eating and eating and eating. My fridge suddenly became filled with food.
  • Right side, upper thigh, and near to waist area hurts terribly if I sat down on the floor in one position for too long. I guess its sciatic nerve pain. Had that for first one too. It's getting increasingly difficult to get up from sitting on floor to standing position.
  • Had insomnia sometimes. 
  • Panicking about things occasionally... especially when I start to worry about what happens after baby is here, how we can adapt to another baby, and how to be control of my life when everything becomes chaotic once more.

I'm looking forward to seeing Dr Ho again this Thurs for 35th week review. Looking forward to seeing baby on the ultrasound monitor again. Every time I sees him, Dr Ho says everything is well. This pregnancy is too smooth sailing to be true. In fact, I never get extra fats, never had very nauseating symptoms or extreme exhaustion or that irritating eczema all over my body, like I had with my first.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Panic

I'm in my 34th week now. And I'm just starting to panic a little bit. There are quite a few things undone yet for preparation of baby Caitlin...
  • Cleaning the playpen. Daddy has set it up last week and now I need to clean it. Thinking of using Dettol to wipe it and then clean it with new cloth wet with water.
  • Sunning the mattress and washing the mattress covers.
  • Washing Caitlin's new clothes. I've washed the hand me downs but the new clothes, not yet as I need to hand wash them and I'm a bit lazy to do that last few weeks, and also Kieran hasn't been going to school due to his flu so I don't really have the free time in the mornings to wash them.
  • Packing baby room. My dad has passed me the toyogo plastic box and I need to pack and maybe repack the cabinets.
  • Hospital bag half packed... I haven't pack in lots of stuff like my sleep wear and going home outfit and of course baby's new outfit and swaddle to go home in coz I haven't washed them yet. This time, my hospital bag is much much lighter than the one I brought when I had Kieran. I had experience now mah. No need for so many things. Haha.
This coming Thursday, I'm going to meet Dr Ho again for a baby scan and that will be my 35th week. I hope baby has grown bigger now. I hope she'll pass the 2kg mark.

And next Thursday, 25 July, I'm going to meet my mummies friends for shopping at Taka Baby fair and for high tea. That will be the last last last shopping and chatting session with friends before baby arrives. I'm grateful for my parents for agreeing readily to help me take care of Kieran when I need it. No complaints, no worries, just told me to go ahead and they'll take good care of my son, and also their precious grandson. Parents are God-sent angels in our lives :)

I'm also hoping to meet insurance agents to talk about buying health insurance for my little ones, and for myself too since I'm thinking of changing my current one to a better insurance policy.

And I'm hoping to go for a dinner or lunch date with hubby only (No baby tagging along) and enjoy a nice meal and couple time with hubby before baby arrives, and turn our lives happily upside down once again.

And if time allows, I'm hoping to get a pre natal massage too!

So much to do before baby comes! And if baby decides to pop at say 37th week which is her full term, I've only got 3 more weeks to go! And week 34 is ending soon... We don't have many weekends left. So... panicking now... Ok, I'll better wash those clothes and mattress at least by next week!